life: expressed

So…It’s been months. Again. Since the last entry, in early December, it seems an entire lifetime of things have occurred.
Probably best of which is I am working. In retail, again, but I like it mostly.
Therapy is at a standstill at the moment, in terms of seeing my therapist, but should pick up again in the fall.
I took a break from talking to the ex, but we’re working on our friendship again.
My avatar is seeing a lovely British man, and he makes me laugh. We’re in agreement that I don’t laugh nearly enough. In fact, I think I cry too much.
I’ve ended friendships, rekindled others, and tried to learn more about myself.
Other piece of information of note, I think, is having gone through the criteria listing for Borderline Personality Disorder and realizing just how many I meet. I’ve described a meltdown, and have gone through more than I care to handle. I don’t know how I function somedays, but I’m holding on.

I still pay for my webhosting to have this site, and eventually I’ll start posting here again. More often. But no promises.