Coming out from hiding, for a few brief moments anyway…
I think I can jump past weeks and say it’s been months since I’ve posted anything here. I still pay my hosting fee every month, but wonder why I still have a blog that I don’t write in.
In the past few months, I’ve cut myself off from most people. I moved in with my brother and learned to live on a few bucks a week. On Second Life, I got into working at a bar and DJ there, promoted my artwork, and started designing clothes.
After a rather nasty breakdown in September, a couple of people urged me to seek help. After enough nagging, I finally reached out and now talk to someone every week about things. There are still definite setbacks and days where I can’t be bothered to get out of bed, much less leave the house. I know my brother is frustrated with me.
Today marks six months since I signed papers to disolve my marriage. I talk to my ex-husband regularly, and we’ve forged a steady friendship. Sometimes we talk about what went wrong. No matter what happens, he has never been a regret, and won’t be. I am honored to know him, and to have been his wife. If that sounds trite, too bad. It’s truth.
The 7th marks six months since I pressed charges against the ex-boyfriend. I haven’t seen him since August, though there are still legal things pending with him on other matters relating to me.
Also, today I applied to go back to college to get my Associate’s Degree. I attended this college before, so I just had to re-apply. No application fee needed. If all goes well, I could be taking classes for Spring Semester in a month. We’ll see…
